it's a sunday and K is gone. and eastenders isn't even on till after 3pm...boo-hoo, poor me. hrm. and i used up all my self-entertainment materials yesterday. i guess i'll have to find something worthwhile to do. hmmmm. or just go back to bed...

K is being published somewhere really important now. i'm very proud of him.

around these parts, i seem to attract admirers i don't really need. much different than the preceding 22 years of not being able to find many, anywhere i went. but i have to be careful. columbo is becoming more and more cow-eyed around me. and two other guys are just...well, actually, they're kind of bastards. so. no danger to my relationship...but i know how i get, and i will feel guilty and bad for things that are not my fault. so i need to just not see any of these people until they forget about me.

not to mention someone else i love is being stalked by a crazy old lady. grrrr. people! keep your minds clear!

i'm a hypocrite for saying that.