had a dorm-style sleepover with nathan: tons of smoke/beer/wine and music and walking around and also tons of junk food. it was really cool. but i hate this feeling i get whenever i'm around someone for a whole day...like i can't wait to be by myself, no matter how much i like the new person. i don't get that way with K but i do get that way with almost all of my friends, and i don't want to seem like i'm pushing people away, i just have a need to be by myself a certain amount of time every day....i don't know. anyway, i am very glad to have a new friend, it's just taking me time to remember how to have the kinds of friendships i had at college. the kinds of conversations we have together are so much like the ones i have with my friends from college, and so different from the conversations i have here, or with my friends at home. it's really nice.

does anyone else think that nicolas cage's character from adaptation looks a lot like gene wilder?