i am drunk and i've only been off work for 45 minutes. this is possibly because i have not been eating very much. stupid fluctating hormones.

i miss K so so so much. and i wish i did not care about andrew. and i wish i had something to smoke besides cigarettes. even though i am more able to get stuff than ever before in my life.

work work work. seven days in a row. i have 79.50 hours on this check coming, plus 9.50 overtime hours. just wait until i work tomorrow--being memorial day, i will get paid double! so, hooray for money, everyone. that's what gets me back to the UK. my next day off is one day away, and i am making all sorts of plans. vacuum my car, have lunch with sonyl, sort out my clothing situation......