i have overloaded on water. but i must persist. i am applying for a job working with blood, and i will have to take a piss test if i get hired. i feel like i am floating downstream....oooooof.

i have just baked my first loaf of real real real bread. like with a baking stone and steam in the oven and everything. it looks amazing on the outside. i hope it looks amazing on the inside as well! i have gorgeous organic tomatoes and some buffalo mozzarella. mmmmmmm. salad and bread for supper tonight.

i am reading my first self-help book. i hope it's my last self-help book.

i am weepy weepy weepy. i watched ally mcbeal today and cried through the whole damn thing. hormones, feh!

not much else....one job interview down, two to go. no income yet. slightly disheartening, but i think i am making up for it in homemaking productivity. yesterday i dusted all the rooms upstairs. today i cleaned and polished the kitchen cupboards. and baked that bread.

i will be at kenyon for passover, which is really good news. i think.

had good dreams last night for the first time since i've been home. they were amazing. i wish i could remember more about them. but i slept in too late.....another reason why i need a job. my parents and i are all suffering from insomnia at the moment. bleh.

i miss K soooo much. poo. also, one of my friends here is moving to texas in a week. at least i called her in time for us to go do a few fun things together.