so....................i think it's safe to say cute-boy-from-work likes me, too. ahem. i went to a party last night and it was an eye-opener. i am definitely back in iowa. three kegs in someone's garage? anyway. c-b-f-w and i were at the party and....i don't know.

one sure way to piss off your mom is to bring home her van with all the seats down, wet, and sprinkled with ash and mud. yeah, she woke me up about four hours later to clean it.

and now i have to figure out what to do. i think i want to just melt. or dry up and blow away. i don't want to have to explain myself to anyone. but i'm going to have to.