i am alone for the first time in about three days. i hardly ever feel lonely, but i do right now, at this moment. i am all moved in to my new place, but i am not all unpacked. maybe i should just watch TV and go to bed early. i have a brunch to go to in the morning so it's not like i don't have anything planned. i could unpack but i feel like that would make me lonelier.

this afternoon i went to a movie theater for the first time in almost a year. that was cool. then i went to a restaurant with a friend but she got a migraine so we left. now i have half a pizza and i am no longer hungry. maybe i could go across the street to the bar, get a beer, and come home. maybe i should plug in the TV. i don't know. i must just be tired. that's the only time these days that i get inexplicable feelings.