i'm not sure this new arrangement is making me happier--but it will make me a bit tougher. actually, today at work got kind of depressing for a while. i'm not sure. i think andy and i worked out the misunderstanding by the end of the work day, but he implied he would call me to hang out and he did not. oh well.

so tonight i went out with the teenage girls again. it was so funny--i showed up in my normal clothes for once instead of my scrubs, and one of the girls said i looked like one of them now. not sure what that meant. do i dress like i'm 15? (don't answer that.) or maybe i look better wearing jeans and a top than i do in a vague slump of comfy cotton?

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so, i guess my parents bought a box of HomeBest brand Awesome! Snack Bags. isn't that a great name for a product? Awesome! Snack Bags. they are reclosable. (i.e. generic ziploc bags.) one may use them to pack snacks on the go like raisins, crackers and veggie sticks. one may also use them to sort small toys and crayons, as well as use them to help keep matches, batteries, and small camping items dry.

i think i may be the only person who finds me funny. but damnit, i really amuse myself.

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after this summer i believe i will be able to more fully identify with the music of john cougar mellencamp, and possibly also that of bruce springsteen

i have been like this allllll day. except for the hour where i was all upset, but i got over that.