this is my first weekend off in what seems like a while.

friday i unloaded the truck (yay muscles) and did my random meditative detail cleaning that i sometimes do at work. you know, like unscrew the wall vents, degrease them, and run them through the dishwasher before replacing them. or like wiping down the herb/spice bottles. or sitting in the corner with a toothbrush and some bleach water.

anyway, then i ran into that boy from work, and he asked what i was doing for the weekend (second time this week he's asked) and then he said i should call him, so i did, but way too late to do anything. i am sort of avoiding this situation. because i have no idea what we would do, or talk about, and i'm not really attracted to him so it's not like we'd be just messing around or something. leaving me with the idea that i would probably be uncomfortable and so would he.

then i went and hung out with this girl from work and a lot of her friends. which also developed into a confusing and frustrating situation. for some reason, it turns out that her boyfriend is this kid from my town whom i'd never met before because he's older, and we were having such a good time telling small-town stories, and then we started having this intimate conversation about his feelings about my work pal, and their relationship stories, and she got pissed off because she thought we were flirting, even though we were talking about her. and i don't know, some other people were upset about something else, and it was weird and there were weird random characters there. and lots of beer. and maybe something else, product of an odyssey across town taken earlier in the evening. a rather strange trip.

then i went to thumbs with matt and clint and alanna and allen and oh dear god was i drunk by that point. hmm. crashed out.

early early this morning went to the farmers' market with mom. a good time. bought tomatoes, asparagus, two loaves of bread, and goat cheese. also, sugared pecans/cashews/almonds and a bag of kettle corn for movie night tonight with my parents.

going to watch some TV and fall asleep. tomorrow: high school graduation. 75 miles away. oh yes. it will be.....well, completely boring. yay.