wow, this leaving thing...i'm coming out of my abject misery and actually talking to more people. maybe it's a spring thing. i think i did the same thing at kenyon. so busy hating myself and my surroundings and then when spring comes i have opportunities to talk to people and find that everyone is surprising in some way...even the people i have suspected of trying to sabotage me.

speaking of which. working on that. someone will suffer.

finally happy enough to blog again. will be moving this thing to an unannounced location, hopefully with all my old archives.

K and i fight and make up, fight and make up. i am moving back here to be with him. i am thrilled to go back, thrilled to return, so i think i'm set. i just have to outline my goals for this new life and actually work toward them...

and soon, iowa and gambier. i can't wait.

let's put it this way, i've pulled out the cure's "mint car" single again, for the first time in over a year...

you might even catch me sniffing the air appreciatively, now that the english sun has finally made its appearance, along with english lawnmowers...

guess who turned in her dissertation yesterday? guess who had a session with steve and a glass of wine with K last night? and guess who had a day of smoke, groceries, pub, italian restaurant date with K, '24,' smoke, wine, and bed(s)?

me, me, me.

god i can't wait to go home and to gambier and then back here.